lodi ufo

about two weeks ago i was in my room in lodi california wich is basicaly in the middle of no where country land i was readind when i see something out of the corner of my eye. So i look out of my window and i see a pulsing reddish orange light. I start freaking out because ive honestly been obsessed with aliens and ufos ever since i was in kindergarden and have had to get counseling for it because it brings back my childhood fears. so i walk out side to get a better look at it and i end up watching it for about five minutes so i get my cousin out there with me so i have a witness. were out there watching it and then all of a sudden its lights dim away and disappear. i like what the hell but then it comes back but it an entirely different place! and i promise you im not making this up...so me and my cousin end up watching it for like 10 minutes right? but then it disappears completely...but guess what? it frikin comes back like two days later! im thinking to myself, "o my god i am going insane" and i might be because i know what i saw and here i am watching it AGAIN and it moved like totaly across from where it was but its lights change and turn to like multicolored...and i know it could NOT have been a plane from how fast it moved and the lights werent red white and blue....also if some one could help me find out whether ive been abducted or not please email me so we can talk. thanks for reading and keep your eyes open and towards the sky because u dont know what u might see...