Subject: My story
From: Iceland
Date: Wed, August 10, 2005 7:57 pm
To: Webmaster

I will try and keep this simple. These are memories most of them from childhood that I have started to dig into lately. I had a "dream" which wasn't really like a dream though. But let's call it a lucid memory. I remember having this experience often, probably this started around six years old and went on for maybe three or four years. I would be in bed, and then I would feel a presence. This I remember well. I hear myself saying in my head I don't want to go this time. Then hearing another voice saying "but we always bring you back" I was worried my parents would find me missing and begin to worry.

Then it is like a am lifted up and go through the window up into space. I remember floating around in space with these yellow slim beings in front of me, with big eyes. Probably around four or five of them. Then slowly through space we were heading towards the moon.

When approaching the moon I see a crater. But when I get closer the crater I see it isn't really a crater it's like an illusion, some sort of opening to a cave or the top of some sort of craft maybe. When I get closer I see panels with blinking lights. The inside of the crater is yellowish or has a yellow glow or light.

I feel as if this experience is supposed to be a secret for some reason.

I remember when I was around seven years old, it was Christmas time. Traditionally in my country we put a shoe in the window so that Santa can put candy into it for 13 days before Christmas-or the 13 Santas that we have here.

I just discovered that Santa wasn't real and knew my parents put the candy there. So I decided to wait until everyone was asleep and then I would go snatch the candy. I was usually daring and not afraid of anything. I went into the living room very slowly and when I came to the window I heard a very weird sound-very loud outside the window. Sort of like a helicopter. Note: No helicopters were in this country-especially not in my town-especially not at night - and most of all had no business being outside my house and above all that I don't see how its possible as there are only a few meters between the houses where the "helicopter went". So in short - No Way!

There was a light and then it was gone. I got scared and thought that Santa really did exist and that he was mad as hell now. But then everything froze. I cannot remember getting back into bed.

Often as a kid I would go out of the house in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. I went on my bike, having a feeling I needed to be somewhere, I usually remember going out but not getting in. This went on for years. I can't remember meeting anyone and I'm not sure where I went or what I did.

I have seen a few UFOs in my area and in other places also. Being an amateur astronomer I see a lot of unexplained lights in the sky. My father claims to have seen grey beings in the living room when he was meditating. They asked him to go with him and when he refused the furniture started moving and chairs flew through the air and then they were gone. He said he had a feeling they weren't going to return him.

I have many more experiences but these are the most intriguing to me. Also I have disappeared on a few occasions nowhere to be found. Once I went to sleep in my bed and then when my friend went to check on me I wasn't there. Then another friend came and saw I wasn't there so he let his friend stay in my bed. I talked to all three of them and no one saw me that night. I woke up the next morning alone in the same bed I went to sleep in and went to work as usual. This remains unexplained.

Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing that is something, wearing stripes with plaid comes easy. A.E.