Subject: My Story
From: Matt
Date: Thu, 07 Apr 2005 13:55:40 +0000
To: Report Alien Abduction 

Some of this is dreams and although I think I dreamed them for a reason or maybe I can only remember them as dreams, some of this is don't know and some of this is sightings but this is my story I live in the middle of nowhere in Wales (that's a little country stuck to the side of England) and have lived hear since I was eleven.

My first dream lets say, was, I awoke in my bedroom at the back of our house to see a craft outside my window my immediate reaction was to run for help from my family and as I entered the hall something lifted me and pushed me a few feet along like some gravity boost or something I then went downstairs where my family were and outside my window sitting on the floor was some human- alien hybrid baby in a diaper moving like some crazed animal and chewing stuff, - that's it at this time I had never heard people saying about abducting for hybridization or even tried to find out about our phenomena. at this time I must have been about 14 I had had a few other dreams to do with aliens afterward even some which were repetitive in that I was under a ship trying to outrun it and this reoccurring ship had the same six red lights at its base, above me, although those dreams always ended when they got me under the ship.

I, living in the middle of nowhere surrounded by sheep for miles and a couple of friends, one two miles away and another about a mile away, would happily walk back and so would my friends at night alone on country lanes, once when I was just a about 20 metres from my house was surrounded by a bright intense blue flash which seemed to just flash- that's it so I was muffled an ran back home, over the next year or so I had seen many now of these blue flashes now from a distance once when I was sledging at night about a mile away a saw one go and it made a perfect dome of light on the ground in the valley, anyway I can't really remember dates or get all these things in order as now I have too many in my mind.

I think the next thing that happened was when my father was driving home he said he saw a huge long cigar shaped craft absolutely covered in lights and the size of our biggest barn hover over the hedge, dip down then back up and the just disappear behind our house, the next day the old lady up the road came down and asked us what the hell is going on , lights were everywhere and she like my mother was too scared to open the curtains, another neighbour joked to my Dad afterwards "What the hell was going on at your place the other night, looked like a bloody fairground!"

Another sighting was when one of my friends were having a party, so about ten people all came down mine so we could walk up to the place we had all just stepped onto the road when above the small village where the party was there was a glowing ball dancing perfectly in the air like it was an animal with a mind in its own right. I shouted and shouted for everyone to look up but only two managed to see it before it disappeared.

Another sighting was when I went to walk to my mates (the one two miles away) and stepped onto the road again to see a great luminous affect coming from behind one of the hills, and I immediately thought oh its just the lights from the town built about seven miles away so I carried on walking, I walked up my hill and as I started coming down it I noticed on the road as it was wet that it was almost illuminated reflecting this greenish yellow light, I looked up to see this flat hill about two miles away silhouetted out by the light, which was completely evenly spread for about a mile along the back of the hill, as if someone had placed a mile long fluorescent tube light behind it. What I found strange is that the moment I looked up the first quarter just went out as if it knew I had spotted it and then the other three quarters went out and to the left, I saw a hovering craft with red lights on each side. And so I just messed my pants and ran all the way home.

These are just some sightings I will never forget.

When I was asleep, all I remember was being in a dream that I think some people had taken a sperm sample from me as in this dream I was accompanied by two entities although I can not begin to give them an appearance except maybe small, but these two entities explained a bout a baby and then that I would become a guardian or spirit guardian for this child, when all of a sudden this dream which was pleasant somehow, was breached by my physical ears as I heard or either felt someone moving on the landing and I knew it was heading for my brothers room, I was then basically semi dreaming and paralyzed as I thought I cant let someone touch my brother, and just as I thought that something calmed me and made me start falling back into the dream but then almost like the sensation of not wanting to get out of bed! 

But I remembered John (my brother) and was not having any of it as I knew I was dreaming so I pushed with all mental energy I had to awaken and as I did I felt myself slowly coming to reality I could feel reality I could feel my fish tank light by the side of my bed and two beings around me although completely paralyzed I kept pushing and pushing and as I did I could hear more and more, although what I heard still makes me shudder to this day I must have been awake when I heard it a strange vocal noise that I can only copy by breathing in although it was complicated like dog barks but random in the way it went up and down (I can not describe it) and as the noise was loud as I came fully into consciousness I was so scared by it and at the time believed that it was my own chest because I was paralyzed, that I decided to give up my mental effort and drop back into the dream state I had just struggled out of. then I just woke up I often thought that the noise was these two beings who entered my dream or gave me it on order for some sperm, realising and getting scared that there subject was waking up and out of control and so they were talking to each other in fear basically - oh shit, he's waking up, he's waking up!

Although now I believe maybe they were scared and just implanted that horrible noise mentally to me so id give up as I'm pretty sure these little bastards don't talk because another instance I'm not sure if this was real although it felt it or was a dream either way I think it pretty much happened, ok me and my brother living in the middle of nowhere and being boys have for about 6 years always made wooden swords or bought them and have a deep love of sword play and archery---sad, I know, heh, well with all this weird shit around me we always keep them by our beds especially me and at arms reach, well this time I think I actually managed to grab it because all I know is my memory starts with me poised on top of my bed with sword in hand and in front of me is this well guy, he was a pale short guy with human features and a little long greasy hair the little guy looked like he had about a day to live you know he looked pale grey and sick or something (although we all know why he was that colour) yeah, so it's just me and him there's no others about and I am holding my stick tightly looking at him and without speaking this little bastard is just basically saying "come here" without words he just was telling me to go with him, and this guy was appearing pretty nice he didn't feel nasty or nothing and so I was about to drop my stick and go to him when I caught the centre of his eyes they were human shaped all right and had whites, but I thought to my self they are a bit dark aren't they? And at the moment I thought that it was like he was assuring me he was human, one of me, I did not trust him and so I saw his eyes almost flash like a mirage wobbling air that they were a lot bigger and a lot darker at this point I am slowly moving towards my door and looking at him telling him with my mind as it almost seemed impossible to use my mouth , you are not human, you are not a human, I see through you, stay away from me, almost pointing a finger but not but that little bastard knew what I were saying and with that I ran through my door with him running after straight into my brothers room and closed the door and held the handle up shouting at my brother next to me to wake up but he was out cold id always wanted to get to someone else's company when these bastards come this time I did and it didn't help a bit. 

Slowly it's like my mind couldn't keep control of my arms strength to keep the door handle up my arm just weakened and the door opened with this enraged little f***er (excuse my French) but they are bang out of order, its just not fair, anyway this little enraged grey guy was lunging himself towards me so I struck my stick down on him although he touched me first and then it ended although I doubt I managed to hurt him as my swing was also weak and useless.

These two experiences will never leave me and I feel ever pissed of that these little bastards are doing this and there is nothing I can do really I want to hurt them which is not right but they have scared me so much and obviously consider us completely inferior so that's ok.

So, I have had one and final encounter that I still have as memory though not visual like the last one. Well, this one starts with me waking up paralyzed and aware of a few beings in my room I know they are there even though I am scared to death I could feel one's either leg or hand resting on my mattress beside my hand I am sure I can over come their paralysis with enough mental will power and I lay there and though how cruel they are I am their lab rat, which they scare to death , with this I thought well if I am the primitive beast in their eyes I shall show them what a primitive beast I can be if they scare me, I shall try to scare on to death seeing as I am three times their size, and so I waited a few moments to build up my will an strength then I managed to move my arm to ones either leg or wrist and then I grabbed it squeezing my thumb as deep as I could into his limb and then while the bastard was probably freaking out himself I flicked my head up like a dog hissing and showing my teeth all the time I still cant open my eyes, although they must have sedated me as soon as I grabbed one because my head was only in the air for about half a second before I felt them knock me out cold and that was that, I can only hope that that little bastard who had a giant squeezing his arm hissing and appearing to bite his head off is now wrapped in a blanket wherever, with constant panic attacks and will never forget it what he experienced lets put it this way if it worked, he will never go on one of those abduction missions to earth with the primitives again. Serves the little f***er right, I mean they have been doing the same sort of stuff to us.

I am pretty sure I have not experienced anything upon me after that although I probably have and sometimes can still not sleep for the entire night but it has all been erased from me, my advice or question is this get a dog ? would that not make them think twice about doing this stuff although dogs definitely dream so they can no doubt perform the same if not easier mind tricks on them, but I can sleep better with a dog as I feel they would find it guard to stop the dog growling which in turn mite help me rip out of their mental tricks.

One other sighting which I feel honoured to have experienced was when me and my older brother Ben where in my room when Ben who doesn't seem to experience this stuff said, "Hey, Matt, there is something weird going on in Charlotte's!" (That's the old lady up the road that I said saw something before, and we can clearly see into her lounge and bedroom she has a huge lounge window).

So I jumped up to have a look, I saw nothing and asked what it was, "a bunch of weird lights or flashes in her lounge" and so we stared, we couldn't see Charlotte in their but then we saw movement - grey flesh moving! Just at the bottom of her window (which we are slightly downhill so the grey movements were further maybe the middle of the room) and it was moving about so strangely like not a normal creature I knew instantly what it was (I am not one of these guys who says "I don't know what it was, it was amazing"). Blatantly the little bastards were moving around in her lounge we sat by the window and stared, it almost looked they were doing roly polys or something the movement was really weird, anyway we can basically only see the tops of their heads I guess moving around and I just watched and waited to see one move around closer to the window because I wanted to see what these guys looked like when they weren't projecting themselves as human into my mind as that was all I had, although I remember taking my eyes of the window for a minute and stared at the house - the air around was wobbling like heat rising although when I looked into the window all was clear and crisp (I think maybe they set up some field to enter the house or atmosphere or something).

I and my bother were wide awake at about 8 pm! there was no chance of a dream! Anyway, I kept on looking for what I wanted to see and low and behold one of them did walk about a foot away from the window where I saw him, his torso, most of his legs his arms, and his big head I watched him with my brother walk about 5 paces along the window when he stopped blinked looked up a little then around and down at us! before this I was thinking what the hell are they doing, you know? They had slipped up a bit, by cloaking and being so stealthy normally so no one suspects anything and now one of them walks along the window in a room completely in our view and I saw him! we saw him! just after he had spotted us my brother ran to get the binoculars (God, I wished we got them earlier) and I had to follow as well because I didn't want to be alone after this little bastard had just spotted us, and when we came back - nothing!

Please give me some insight as what the hell to do, or what you think of this. Am I crazy? The answer? Yes by the normal man's closed mind so I guess I should be proud to be insane?

Yeah, I would really appreciate some feedback ......... Cheers