FROM: Author Censored 
DATE: Sat, 1 Feb 2003 23:34:08 -0600
TO:     Report Alien Abduction 
SUBJECT: Abduction 1973

First I must say, it has been many years since I have discussed my abduction. I was warned many years ago by a Col. from Kirtland Air Force Base to keep my mouth shut, or someone would shut it for me. That was about twenty years ago. I am now in my sixties, my health is poor, and I would like to find out before I die what information that was so secret that our government would kill a woman to protect. It started when I began inquiring about any one who would help me write a book about our abduction. I thought it would be therapeutic for me, as well as informative to other abductees. I do have to say the threat came through another person and was not made directly to me. But it was enough for me to not speak about my abduction again for many years. I will try and be as specific as I can as I think many doubts exist even people who report abductions who are only seeking attention. Please all skeptics TAKE NOTICE THEY ARE REAL!!!!!!!! And many people like myself go through out life wondering why me? Why my family we did not need this aggravation.

My abduction began one night in the late summer after going to a Bingo game in Houston Texas. My mother, daughter, brother in law and sister in law all were there. I am sure I was taken and believe the others were also, but they could not remember anything except the initial sighting and the craft pacing our car for over twenty miles to Alta Loma where we had to pick up my in laws children before going home to Texas City. We were heading south and all of us in the front seat saw this huge white light off to the drivers left. We started watching it with awe. I questioned my brother in law as to what he thought it could be. He had just returned from Viet Nam and if it was a airplane he would surely know. He stated he thought it was a helicopter going in the direction of Galveston. Everyone appeared in a trance, like not being able to take their eyes off the light. The light at some point seemed to slow and was in the rear of the car, very low in the sky. I began to realize this was no helicopter. It would of already passed us. I began doing things to try and see how fast it was going. I would slow down, it would stay exactly the same distance from the car then I would speed up this made no difference either. it seemed as though it was tethered in some way to our vehicle. I rolled the window down all the way and stuck my head out to see if I could hear any sound. There was no sound at all. Just this huge bright white ball of light pacing our car. We were pretty close to where we turned to go toward Alta Loma. I for some reason had no fear only curiosity as to what this thing was. So I pulled off on the shoulder and proceeded to get out of the car. Later due to hypnosis, this was when I was put in two places at one time. I am a registered nurse, and have no logical reason how this could happen, all I know is I was in the craft observing a small calf on a table being cut up as if it were a Lab. animal, yet I could see myself still standing beside the car watching this craft with a pale yellow light similar to a search light sweeping back and forth across the pasture land that paralleled the highway. When In the craft I observed two or three small gray beings. Robotic in movement with hands similar to two large fingers. They had on some kind of uniform the looked as though it was a part of their body. I remember the very first thing I asked them was about God.... their reply was he is the same to us as he is to you.... When They answered, they did not speak with their mouth. it was done mentally. yet I could hear and they sounded like a speeded up form of a Chinese.... they almost sounded like they were singing the response. questions came into my mind and some times they would answer, and other times they almost appeared amused. They treated me like one would treat a child, that really did not want to be bothered with things I could not understand. I remember they moved as id they were floating. and when they turned they pivoted. i watched in horror as the dissected this helpless calf. There were elaborate tubes that appeared from out of nowhere. There was a large board with colored lights and when they put a specimen on the end of the tube it would cause lights to flash like on a board. I remember seeing parts of other animals laying on a flat surface that they also had been testing. I questioned why they were doing this. the answer was not one like you or I would give it was more like I was not mature enough to understand the reason . for some reason when they attacked my intelligence I got angry, which always invoke a response. They implied that due to our neglect of this planet they have to test all forms of life to see how far the toxic poison was in our food chain. For some reason they could tell more by examining a newborn for some things and an adult for other things. they stated that they could tell by testing generations as to how far the toxic product was. They also stated they had been stationed here and had been here for a long time.. they appeared to think it funny and that I could more or less understand by referring them as scientist. As I thought about it everything I was observing looked immaculate. It was logical to believe them. I often wonder if they were playing with my mind... the rooms were small and appeared like everything was molded at the same time. There were no nails or anything that looked like it was made and installed. i could see three rooms each was different in size. I remember the light was a pale yellow. i could see what looked like a observation room it had rows and rows of what looked like swivel chairs. The windows were fascinating, inside and outside. From the inside, they were like telescopes. One could see a very small object up close I think there was a ball beside each chair which caused things to be brought right up like it was right next to you. the other room was also circular and looked like a hospital room. it had three beds which seemed to be molded right into the floor. they looked like plastic. one was larger than the others. It was then I noticed a familiar body on that bed. It was my 14 year old daughter. I began screaming thinking they were going to do the same thing to her that they did to the baby calf. I was somehow calmed.. I was assured they would not hurt her just doing a few routine tests. I saw this large long instrument that came from somewhere above. they inserted in her mouth. it appeared as if they were scraping her gums. She did not move or appear in pain. Later I was told by a Dr. this is a way to test genetics. I certainly did not know this information. I remember asking who they were and again what they wanted. They replied several times I would or could not understand and would not be able to remember their answer anyway. I persisted which seemed to make them amused. at some point they began rattling things which I had no idea in the world what it meant. 

This again seemed to amuse them. They stated something to the effect of es 999 or e666 I could not remember exactly which numbers it was.  Then they talked about hydro something with a tail.  They appeared to be happy if i looked dumb. they proceeded to give me many warnings about how we will cause our own destruction and I was able to somehow see the earth start to get mushy is the only way I can describe it. it seemed to lose its solidity. They stated if we do not stop testing in inner and outer space this would happen. The destruction was like something out of a horror show. Remember this was in 1973 and only recently have I learned that we have been testing atomic weapons in outer space many years. I am in my 60s and I hate to see the future of our youth so terrible. 

The problem I had was getting to the right people with this information. All who observed this sighting refused to talk about it after we told a few people and were teased. mostly by our own family. and at that time I did not remember completely about the abduction. So for several years it was a mute topic. Of course we were branded as nuts. then my husband returned from Vietnam and we were stationed in Yuma, Arizona. Some how I heard about APRO I called them and the next day they drove 200 miles to interview me. It was a man name Daugherty and hiss wife and they brought a Dr. whose name was Rose Tennant. She did my first hypnosis. not everything came out but enough did that I knew I was right in having migraines. And talking with them helped them enormously. They kept the transcripts and I heard no more for about a year. Then I got a phone call from a lady called Linda Howe. She pleaded with me to meet her in Phoenix and be regressed by this great Dr. Leo Sprinkle. 

I was reluctant. it took several calls to convince me she could be trusted to handle my abduction as a factual thing. This had become almost like an obsession with me. I did not want to be ridiculed or made fun of. She was sincere enough for me agree to the meeting. I guess it was good for her as she won a Emmy for her documentary a Strange Harvest. A few months later I saw my picture on one of the trash magazines stating my name and that Dr sprinkle had regressed me and how I saw a calf being mutilated. I was devastated. How could he do this. He would not even take my calls. I again withdrew and did not speak of the abduction for many years. My husband had retired from the Marine Corp and we were living in my home state of Missouri. Linda Howe tracked me down and again convinced me that she never betrayed that she really believed in the cattle mutilations and in me. Again I agreed to appear on sightings as she was writing for the program. I asked her if I did this would she assist me in writing a book about all the things I had been told. She agreed. The program was ok but nothing I would shout about. 

I called her and repeatedly asked her when we could get started writing. I was always put off. so several years weren't by.. I got a call from a ufologist who lived in Yuma named Sally Sheridan. I brought her up to date and that someday I wanted to write about my abduction. She told me a story that made my hair stand on end. She questioned me about Linda Howe going to this air force base Kirtland, and she was told there would be no book especially any that would include the formulas and or the testing and the warnings. Sally told me my mouth would be shut permanently if I ever tried to disclose any thing about my abduction. I called :Linda Howe and she denied everything. But she did inform me she was writing her own book and she would make me proud. She wrote a very little of anything I thought important; She has used my case history and it is now all over the internet. Most of it not correct, so be very careful who you trust when revealing abductions. Because of bad choices I may never know or may never be able to tell what all I was told. What I have revealed here is only a small amount of the information I was given. I am hoping someone who reads this can relate or be interested enough to contact me. I am no longer frightened, and there is a lot of things that need to be told. My fingers are tired as I am sure so are your eyes. But I feel much better... Thanks for listening