Subject: Help me 
From: Sapphos
Date: Tue, 25 Jan 2005 20:10:14 -0800 (PST)
To: Report Alien Abduction 

To start with my life is one big X-file. I have had an abduction experience on more than one occasion, have seen Unidentified flying objects like bizarre lights being chased by fighter jets have been diagnosed with a rare medical condition and have experienced psychic and paranormal phenomena.

My experience started when I was about 4. My Mom and dad had put me to bed. Now in those days I didn't need a night light and was not afraid of monsters in my closet. I remember that night because there was a severe electrical storm going on outside, it was very intense. I as a matter of record have always found electrical storms almost soothing. I remember seeing an intense flash through my eyelids but no thunder it was more of a buzzing noise I heard. I opened my eyes and tried to move but I was paralyzed. I tried to scream but nothing would come out. Than I felt the sensation of floating above my bed when suddenly there was a bright white light surrounding me. Next I remember waking up in a dark room hearing whispers and a bright light above my body. I don't know if I was naked or clothed because I couldn't move. 

Next, a figure approached, he that's incorrect I didn't know what it was, it approached me and I could feel like a pressure in my head and something feeling like "we won't hurt you, you are going to be very special to us (being thought to me). Two more figures approached, they had large heads with massive black almond eye that to this day strikes fear into my very core. One of the figures placed a glowing wand into my ear. there was a loud whooshing sound than nothing the other two entities positioned themselves further down towards my midsection, I couldn't see what they were doing but I felt burning that intense pain and passed out. 

I awake screaming in my bed. My parents came in and I had lost the whole experience but they saw blood oozing from my ear in a thin red line and a red scar on my pubic region. They took me to the hospital and It was determined that the thunder may have popped one of my eardrums but that wasn't the most bizarre now one, realize I had been born as far as my parent knew, a biological male, now there was evidence of a uterus and one ovary and on testicle was missing. 

There have been other occurrences even a pregnancy that mysteriously ended and other visits. I wouldn't give this much thought you know bad dreams except my father used to describe being visited by a Angel who was so bright it looked like the sun had come to earth and when he awake he would be missing hours and be in different locations that where he had first been. So you can understand my situation. Please publish a version of this story if you wish but please help me or tell me where I can go to get help. I fear for my sanity.

Desperate in Ottawa