They take females, they take their fetus

Reported by Noreen Johnson from c-76-103-54-15.hsd1.ca.comcast.net (76.103.54.15) on Thursday, September 20, 2007 at 9:42PM :

I am Native American, my Mother was clarvoytant (1950, Wash Indian Reservation) and had such awful visions she, at first, tried to drink them away. Being Indian in the 1950's was popular. They were treated terrible. My Mother and her siblings were taken from their homes and put into residential schools. As an adult though, she had visions, had dreams that came true, etc. She gave me up for adoption. I now believe she did so to get me away from the reservation. Most of the women in my birth family have some sort of empathic power.

As a child I was often found outside asleep in my night gown (1959,Hayward, CA). I remember some nights I did not want to go to sleep. Once married and pregnant I awoke outside in our car (1971, Hayward, CA). As an adult I remember feeling like I could not move, feeling terrified, I could not even open my eyes. Next thing I knew I was in my bed in the morning. I got up and immediately wanted to take a shower. I had bruises on my arms and legs and my abdomen was sore. I had several times when I felt tired and nauseious snd thought maybe I was pregnant. I would arrange an appt. to get checked, but before the appt. I would get my period and then knew I was not pregnant (1981-1987), San Jose, CA). As a young woman I got pregnant really easy. Yet, after 1976 when I was 23 years old I never became pregnant again. I can remember two separate times (by a couple of years) when falling asleep seeing lights in my room and saying out loud, "no not tonight, I'm so tired of this." But my eyes closed and I don't remember anyhting, and was in my bed in the morning. Years ago I had moved several times, sometimes every year 1971 to Anaheim), to escape someone following me, though I don't know why (1974 to Sunnyvale, CA). I still would have times when asleep I felt a noise was starting to wake me up, but I could not open my eyes and could not move, after a few moments of terror, I'd awake in the morning in bed. I'd have some times of extreme sadness for unknown reasons. About fiften years ago I began to feel something in my nose. I do not know what it was but I knew I wanted it out. I didn't think of it all the time, but when I did I picked at it to get it out. Finally I picked at it so much I had made a hole between my two nostrils, but that was still not enough. About five years after that I pulled a chunk from my nose. About that same time my husband noticed a large rock-like thing in his nose. He blew and picked and got it out in one night. I had nose bleeds as a child, as a teen and as an adult. As an adult once I even had to go to the hospital to have it coutorized (?)(Nov. 2, 2002, San Jose, CA) to make it stop. Now I am 54 years old. Last January I had to have a hysterectomy, rectecole, and bladder burch. The doctor said this happens in Ireland a lot where women have a lot of children, I have two children. Along that note, my daughter became very difficult to deal with once she began getting her periods. I know all teenagers do get difficult, but she really changed (1984, San Jose, CA). I realized she was angry at me at that age the same way I was angry at my mom at that age. I felt that my mom was not protecting me the way she should have, from what I do not know. It was the sixties and premarital sex was frowned on, I was not a virgin when I was with the first man I was ever with, who did turn out to be my husband later. My mother said I may have broken my hymen horseback riding.

If I was abducted, it was more than once. The bruises, the little scabbed over holes on my arm and legs and sometimes on my abdomen. I remember flying dreams for my whole life. Flying over my schools, visiting friends homes, even going over the ocean. Sometimes I dreamed I was giant and everything else was small. Many times I dream and they come true. I look at people and see auras around them. Sometimes I see people I know are bad, if I touch them I get flashes of violence. I sense good people, and I'm very good and telling if someone is lying to me. Since menopause I have had intense anxiety attacks.

I can not help but wonder if these things seek out females for reproductive experiments. My daughter also has nose bleeds. She has three children, but was pregnant many more times. She had her tubes tied and still became pregnant. Do they stay within families of females? Do they mark us with something in our noses so they can keep track of us. So they find us where ever we go?

I was born in Washington State and my adoptive family moved me to Calif. when I was a child, yet I feel whatever antagonized my Mother found me here.

I have not told my family any if this, they'd think I was nuts. I do not have religion, but I am spiritual. My roots are in Indian beliefs and ceremonies.