contact not abducton

"Greetings to all who have taken the time to read this.Just for the record(im am not boasting,or interested in becoming one who believes in conspiracies,hoaxs,lies,or deception)This is my story,believe it or dont,makes no difference to me and it shouldn't affect you".Time:Night or early morning(exact time unknown)Date:unknown.
City:Non-responsive.Province:NovaScotia.Country:Canada
To be quite honest I won't call this "experience" an Abduction because I didnt feel I was.This is my story:"It all started around when I was young,5-7 years old,don't quite remember which.But It all began when one night my mother had called me and my sister to come out and witness these lights(objects)in the sky.I vaguely remember but what I do remember seeing was a large craft.Size unkown,but was huge,in front of our home high in the sky,hovering which looked like a dark cloud shooting out small lights around it.It had smaller orbs scouting a patch of forest not far from the main object or ship.The lights were blue,yellow,orange,red,then repeat.Well It stayed there for a long time and we watched in awe for a while.My mother went and called the local R.C.M.P from the nearest detachment to come check this out,so within 20 minutes an officer came with a camera and took pictures.It was in the sky for about an hour or so before disappearing.Then after which I can't remember if it happenend that same night or after.I was asleep in my bedroom and I got this strong urge to use the bathroom.(Just to note:I also kept my door open and my bedroom was just across from my parents and the bathroom,the bathroom was larger then most are)and I got up up and walked into the bathroom,the door was already open, the lights were out and I even remember actually using the washroom and after finishing I was just turning to go back when I seen this light in the hallway moving closer to me.(To note to light was about the size of an orange)I stood there frozen and when the light got to about 4-5 feet from me I could see that the light was on a staff and this Other worldly being stood in front of me with big slanting eyes,he even looked like he was smiling with his tiny mouth.It's face pointed out like a triangle(To note I could't have been more then 4-4 1/2 feet and this being was no more then a few more inches then me.)And If I can remember correctly he touched my head with his hand and raised his staff but I know I wasnt abducted;we made contact with each other,Im even sure we went outside but i cant remember what happened although I remember him pointing to his staff and then looking right into my eyes deep as if to look into my soul.They also showed off a ball of light with them,Its reason to me is unknown.Although It had images flashing in it like a seies of events or pictures I cant remember which.Then I awoke and forgot about it for a while then recently started to remember.And after the contact that strange things have happenend from my preteens,to my teens,and now as a young adult to me which I cant fully explain,although I will state;I sometimes wonder what is happening to me is real or not for sometimes they are so bizarre Its hard to realize what is actually happening and taking place.They make there wherabouts known to me and I have even had conversations with them via telepathy on a few occasions.I had a few near death experiences in which I will not get into detail,but really an average person shouldnt have lived through.I also have a stong relation to Egypt for reasons unknown.(a voice told me to get the all seeing eye in a triangle with a sikh on top of the eye and a ship on the side tattooed on my right hand)Okay this is rather hard to explain or get anyone to believe but now recently as I have progressed into a spiritual level most don't posess or dont know they have. I have been giving a gift in which I can project my body out of this demension,And I will state I can only do this when in a sleeping state or in meditation,but I can think,react,feel,and smell,and some other experiences i cant explain.But Ive been to these demensions and Have actually made contacts through to these super intelligent,spiritually influenced beings.And the reasons they "state" for contacting me was on a personal level which I will not discuss but for me to tell what they want me to tell.They have told me that there is a new intelligence in todays generation of children and young adults for which makes up for the problems and struggles that most of these young ones go through.They are confused in a world that is so hell bent on annihiliation whether it be through the classroom or in a war torn country as in say Iraq. And Also I must state that The dawn of a new age is now; not in 2012 or 2020 but right now,in front of the mirror of delusion in which we live in,you just have to let go of the material world we have and accept that we are all equal and spiritual beings.Also the delusions of church are not entirely true,although the stories are real stories just not interpreted the right way.And They anticipate the homo sapian sapians will except this dawn of a new age into this world and except theyre assistance,otherwise we will be no more.The Mother Earth will still live and flourish but we will be no more.And dont believe all those crazy stories saying They want to rule our planet,no one rules a planet,the planet rules over us.Please accept this as a guidance and not a story to follow.I dont want you to believe this,just believe what your capable of believing.And I must state:Rise up and defend your beliefs peacefully,but get your message known.Meditate and live a happy life.Peace be to you all.We are all brothers and sisters in a large planet,and our cosmic family awaits there acceptance into ours.So please find your inner voice and guide.They listen to us all.If you must learn about anything,study the Hopi Aboriginal Legends and Myths.It can explain more.J.R.A.M