Reported by Favalora from adsl-222-43-99.msy.bellsouth.net (68.222.43.99) on Monday, February 26, 2007 at 5:47AM :
I'm 37 years old, but for the past 30 or so years, I've always felt somewhat out of place, like I left something behind when I was a child, but I could never put my finger on it.
Over the years I've experienced images in my mind of being in some room, laying down on a table, blinded by an over head light. Images of people but the faces unclear because of the light. people doing things to me (I don't know what) and crying and begging them to stop because it hurt. These thoughts have nagged me practically all of my life.
I do recall one incident. I live in Houma, Louisiana and I was five years old, so in was in 1975.
It was summer and I remember asking my mother if lunch was ready yet. She said no and told me to go play outside and she would call me in when it was ready. So, I went outside, thats when things get a little hazy. I remember playing for a few minutes in the back yard of my house, and then I remember being somewhat dazed and confused. I was still in the back yard. I walked back in the house, and asked my mother if lunch was ready yet. She said that it was ready over an hour ago, and she had looked but couldn't find me. She asked me where I had gone, but I couldn't tell her. I just stood there a little confused.
About a week later, I noticed a circular scar on my right calf. The meat was kind of scooped out, but the wierd part was that there was no scab. It was healed but I know that it wasn't there the week before.
I still have that mark till this day.
So, am I nuts?
