i am a lifetime abductee

For as long as i can remember i have been abducted by aliens and for a long time i didnt realize what was happening to me but when i finally saw the light so much of my childhood made sense; the shadowy figures in the middle of the night, the nosebleeds, the nighttime teachings. As a teenager i remember waiting with other people for a craft to come pick us up and sure enough it came and took us away. I remember the dreams of tiny beings and dreams of flying to a bigger ship which i now realize was my subconscious remembering what i had been going through. And now as an adult and realizing that i am an abductee i know am still being abducted on a regular basis which frightens and intrigues me. I have been in outer space and have been on another planet; i have seen an alien community all of which i consciously remember (they do let me remember some things) but i also remember some of the examinations. As a child of 4 or 5 i remember sitting in what i can best explain as a dental chairlike apparatus with a bright light shining in my face while they stuck this thing wayyyyy up my nose. It didnt hurt but i do remember the nosebleed afterwards because it took awhile to stop the bleeding. I dont remember when i got my implant which is behind my left ear but i do know that i have one because they can find me no matter where i go and on occasions i have heard transmissions. I also now know that other members of my family have also been abducted as well as my children and my grandson (he and i were branded with triangles on our foreheads when he was baby). I dont know what they do and i dont know why they take me but they do and i would love for them to let me remember more of my time with them. I have endless stories about them such as the time i awakened and one was standing beside my bed; he didnt hurt me but he did scan me and then he was gone or the time that i awakened in bed only to find myself waking up again but this time i was in the bathtub fully clothed and missing 4 hours. I dont know what to think about all this sometimes but i do know that they exist and they are here, so my friends, KEEP LOOKING UP for they are out there and waiting for a chance to whisk you away into the night.