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not sure of the dates, but this has been going on since child hood. i did have several years between age 28 and 32 without any activity, but a recent experience compelled me to seek out this web site.
As a young boy mabe 5, i had frequent unexplained nose bleeds, and terrifying nightmares, so much that both cause my parents to take me to doctors. i have never seen little greys as such, but on many occasions i have awoken in bed paralized with strange faces staring at me through the window. i remember a couple of occassion sleeping under my bed as a child hoping not to make eye contact with my nightly visitors.
i have experinced missing time, and witnessed ufo's at a distance on several occassions with other people and alone.
i have frequent dreams of being taken through the air straight up at high rates of speed.
i have had several experience where i knew things before they happend.
i have scoop marks on my body which i cant explain, every once in awhile i will notice a new one (mainly on my forehead near my temples).
i have always been able to explain these accurrences off, until last week, when i woke up in bed from what i thought was my 5 year old son tugging on my arm then i felt as if i was being held down. i looked up and a dark figure was standin over my wife on her side of the bed, when i was able to move i sat up and reached over towards the object/ being, which at that time disappeared, and i was coverd in a cold sweat, and what i felt to be an anxiety attack.
none of these things probably mean anything but after last week i had to tell someone and this seemed to be the best way, especially since i am a deputy sheriff in florida and do no want to loose my job for being crazy.

-- jay
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